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We were a band. These are some songs.


released February 19, 2016

Recorded in the Massett's living room spring 2015.

Thank you to Daniel Prewitt for tracking everything
Mix/Master by Sam Waldo

Caregiver was Tony (vocals), Josh (Guitar), Austin (Bass), Andrew (Drums)



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Track Name: Anime Waifu
Brings me down to nothing
Id try but failure is so crushing

It'll get better with time at least that's what i tell myself
an inconsiderate mess, i keep pushing my sanity to the back of the shelf
spent another day staring at my wall, watching leaves fall
i hope no one sees me this way, foundations crumble yet i wear this smile on my face, and as the pangs of existence seizes, it haunts me.
I guess i have lost my way.
In an attempt to make sense of it all, i dont know what to say... again.

A sense of comfort theres sense in knowing that nobody cares at all
I hope that the end is near but for all i know its already here

Brings me down to nothing
I'd try but failure is so crushing
Track Name: Riding a wave of wishful thinking
No one
Theyve all left, just as they should

"How can we look past it all?"
"what a damned animal..."
all deserving, erase me
arent we all animals?

I cant shed my doubts like vipers shed their skin
(my thoughts are racing)
(my silence erasing)

This trap has snapped my neck
Skull split open from dragging my head off the floor
My words cannot connect
Whats the point to carry on this burden anymore

Riding this wave of wishful thinking
thrashing desperately but steadily sinking
looking at your once open door
youre finding new thing about me to abhor

I've brought you much pain, my head's down walking in the rain
Still stuck in this rut, my next step i dont know what
There has to be more in store, bracing my knuckles, please open your bedroom door.
Track Name: I've ruined everything for everyone
Hey dad, answer me this much?
Where's the youth, that "I threw away"?
An answer would suffice for the youth that you threw away.

An answer to why i do what i do, an answer in lines.
A habit so hard to break.
Your hand no longer around to lead mine
Why i do what i do?
It'd be nothing if it had nothing to do with you

I've done all that i could do to grow and know there are things out of my control
I have nothing, i gave all that i could
I did what i could, to make this worth it to you... can you say the same?